my friend, i see through you. you don't know it yet, but i see right through you. i am surprised i didn't see it earlier. i am proud that i see it so soon, before i give you any more of me.
less important is that you and i won't have anything together. what makes me sad is that you took my hope away. you left me disappointed. you gave me false hope for the white man. you've convinced me that you are just like the rest of them. the only difference is that you are smarter, cuter, have a better grasp on feminist anti-colonial anti-imperialist jargon, and can speak more precisely.
i wonder if i am another notch in your belt. another woman of color you fooled. but the seduction stops here. i will not be seduced by your silver tongue, your charming smile, and your smart and ironic rhetoric. i will see right through it.
Sunday, September 11, 2005
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"Thelma, I don't believe he's going to apologize..." - Louise, from Thelma & Louise, right before they blow up his truck.
If only...
Love you Z.
Laura
Why would you he consider you a notch in his belt if he didn't have sex with you? And false hope in the white man? I have been led to believe that you think all men are scum, not just white ones. So perhaps to avoid sounding racist, you should say, "you gave me false hope in men." period.
who is this?
how do you know if i did or did not have sex with him?
who lead you to believe i think all men are scum?
and isn't part of blogging all about self-indulgent writing?
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